today has been rough. started last night with some health issues again that continue till this morning.
all i could think was, h has no care in the world for how i am doing, if baby is okay nothing. it hurts really bad. i go through so much so i can have a healthy baby born, each day, taking this medication, injecting myself, bleeding, working, exhausted, taking care of d2, paying all the bills, grocery shopping, laundry, and the list goes on and on. i'm pissed about it and i am hurt in so many deep ways.
i'm a horrible judge of character and never would have believed he would care so less.
Me 39 H 30 d 18 previous marriage d 2.5 with H s 4.5months with H Seperation Nov09 july i'm dim to dark - set internal deadline
