yes it could be that he wants to beat me at his game...if i agree to d and support...or give up in my eyes...it would justify what he is doing is ok...in his eyes!
i wont do that...gonna keep away and nc except for the girls. getting ready now to go... talk more later.
op...its not the talking that gets me upset it is the mood swings that go from one extreme to the other...
if he has a good day we all do...if not all hell breaks loose.
i dont think he knows what he wants. i just want to keep away and let him do what he has to do...i believe he uses the d word to get me to back off...ok. i hear that loud and clear...just stupid that all he really needs to do is talk to me...
thanks for listening! need to vent a little!
Last edited by lost1234; 01/16/1006:45 PM.
me 39 h 38 kids 9 and 6 h left 8/9/09 loving and devoted wife and mother still going...10 months later...
