Quote: Now think back to when you two were falling in love. What is it that your H loved so much? Are you REALLY showing him that?
All he said we had was money and sex. I don't know what to show him. He doesn't want to see me! I see him tonight but I'm way into being a basket case right now. I may not be there in the state I'm in right now. Don't know what good it will to be the person he fell in love with...he won't be around to see it.
Quote: Another thing to keep in mind is to beleive none of what you hear and half of what you see when dealing with MLC. As you can attest the mood changes faster than the weather.
This time is different...he's absolutely adamant! No wavering no second guessing, he's going for the D with all he's got! No MLC here. He's done he says. He admits that he has feelings for me but hey he's got to go to the Monday night football party so he can't go in to more detail. He wants the d signed and done before the hearing November 17th. What can I say to this? But ok I guess.
Quote: You need to focus on the end result and the BABY STEPS it will take to get there. Even if your H said, OK no D. Don't you think you would still have A LONG way to go to get a new R? It won't happen over night and this is just one day. Just gotta get through it. OK?
I guess my problem here is that I do not see this as a step to a new R with my h. I see it as the end. He used to say when we were married, not separated, that if he did it all again he would not marry me, that he wouldn't marry me again if we were d, that he could live without me. I don't see how when he wants the d so badly that he plans on building an r with me afterwards. I just don't see it.
I'm sorry I'm not very positive right now. I just want bawl!
