((((Sweetie)))), You sound depressed. Sleeping TOO much is not good either. If you can't find a good MC, can you look for an IC? You really need to deal with the issues of the A. Believe me I can relate to what you're going through because I felt like that for many months and it's only been recently that I've started to let go of the past even though those thoughts still come to the forefront. I have to keep reminding myself to not dwell on the past - it's a very conscious decision I have to make every day. Don't allow that ...OW to have this kind of power over your present and future. Your H is taking some positive steps, however small. He seems to be more understanding of what you're going through. Try to build on this little by little.
Me47 H46 S13 M16 Piecing since May/09
"Life is 10% what happens to us and 90% how we react to it." Lou Holtz
