It's such a comfort to get your message this morning. I'm in turmoil in my mind, my heart, my body. You are right he'll have to go through this to figure out what will make him happy. I do love him but there is nothing I can do if he won't agree to halt the divorce. I'll have to get divorced even if I don't want to. I'm still praying for a last minute miracle!!!
I meet with my attorney this afternoon to get ready for the final hearing on the 17th. I'm so dreading this 'new phase' in my life and I just mourn the possibility that my h won't come back. I'm with you though I do not want the old R back!!!! or I would just do as he wants and take him back unchanged.
