If you read my post from last night then you know I am not in a good place. I realized last night that I want to stop focusing on my H and our R and really get excited about me and what I can do! Does anybody have some books they can recommend that might help me get motivated to live my life in the best way possible. I need something uplifting!! It can be Christian but it doesn't have to be. I want to stop reading about relationships and divorce and get back the old me. I used to be so self motivated and did my own thing. Somewhere along the way in trying to be a "good" wife and mother I have lost me and I don't know where to begin. Right now everything seems like an uphill struggle and it feels like I am walking in mud as I go up this mountain!! I want to get excited about life again and what possibilities lie ahead for me.
Financially I will be okay if we divorce so I am not limited to what I can do. I have not worked in years but there is a non-profit company that wants to higher me to educate the community on their services. Believe it or not but they are a place for domestic and sexual abuse victims. They try to help empower women to be on their own and to get out of bad situations!! I am excited about the job but that won't start for a couple of months. In the meantime I need something that will help me build my self esteem. It has really taken a beating in all of this!!
I am sure many of you have read things that helped you improve your self esteem and got you excited about what could be ahead for you! Please share it with me!!
