I have never taken AD's, but I am not against it if this becomes a pattern. Yesterday, I think the job issue was the trigger for a lot of bottled up emotions I just haven't been able to get out. I'm working on releasing those emotions, but the anxiety is gone. I simply have to give up worrying about something over which I have no control. That does not mean I just plod along in my job. It's time to step up with work, and I need that "distraction" from what is going on in my M.
The car thing is a relatively minor speed bump. That is easy to remedy. And, thank God my S and I weren't hurt in that accident. Like I told my S then, cars can be replaced. People can't.
Times like this is where faith comes in. It has to. I have to trust that God will not give me more than I can handle. I have to trust that no matter what, God will provide for me (with my hard work included of course). I have to trust that all of this happens for a reason and He knows what is better for me than I do.
I got up this morning and made waffles for the kids. O had them laughing throughout cooking. And it was music to my ears.
Going to stay busy today. S has asked to go to the bookstore "just us two." He has a basketball game today. I will either go for a run or hit the gym. And I will need to look at cars today. I was planning on moving into an SUV anyway (had a convertible) given that I will not have a "family" car to take the kids around in.
Thanks again guys. It is very comforting to know there are people out there who know what you are going through and are pulling for you. Thank you.
