Went to go get sushi. Did pretty good enjoying the moment but could not help but have pangs of sadness feeling "why can't I have this all the time".
had breakfast this am, sat and had regular talk with w. She mentioned next weekend me coming up and we go to MC... not sure what that all means but I'll just take it for the good parts of what it could mean (she's still not ready to fully ditch the whole thing...)
acting as-if, smiling, trying to be laid back.
though she did go out and get coffee this morning and I ran to the door to open it as she came in and scared the crap out of her (falling over myself a little bit).
gonna take one kid for haircut today, maybe some bowling and football watching later.
