New year, new thread, new R?

[peacetoday]

sh

It is so hard
especially to see H making progress then again to be made aware that he is Not done
we never know what will happen
but moving forward with your life will help you let go
H may still turn around but what concerns me with these situations is they seem to pull us back in and it gets so confusing..
maybe we can take all the information we have and usr it in the moment
we onky have now
if H is not ready now, we can use that to move ahead
you are young smart and way ahead of most from this experience

also glad you are having fun and thinking of taking a class from a man you are attracted to
that sounds fun
and as Im now experiencing-- the new R is really fun
better than I expected
I may be in love
that I wasnt asking for but it is here
as for xh I think about him less BF more
and the R is really good
we use what weve learned and it works
peace