Oh sweetie, I'm so sorry. You don't deserve all the cr@p! I am concerned about you. You give so many hours to helping others here on the board, and you seem to be such a good, loving person it just makes me sick to see you in this kind of pain. Are you sure you are getting enough "GAL"? As selfish as I am in not wanting to see you miss a few days here and there (from the board)......maybe it would help you to take off a week or more. You know, as helpful as the board is....it does keep the stitch on your mind when you are talking about it every day.
Just a thought. ((GIMA))
Take care, Sandi
It is not about what you feel should work in your M. It is about doing the work that gets the right results. Do what works!