Looking for Advice

[gutwrenching]

Hi Rocked -
Well, I only got two new long sleeve shirts. Pants I decided not to buy cause I want to put on another 10 pounds and if I buy something that fits now, I hope it won't in a few weeks. I really didn't like much of what I saw and only had time for one store. But I bought two things, nothing fancy, but colors a bit different for me. I don't have anything in those colors, so that will at least be noticeable and they are comfortable and I like them. I like the fact they are different. Different is good, since I have to learn to act different, every little bit helps including the clothes, right!?!?!

The cologne will be the biggest change, haven't worn cologne, not even occasionally since our first few years of M...not sure how I should answer the inevitable question of why are you wearing cologne?!?!?! Thoughts?

Tonight, I think I am going to rent a movie she would never watch...some on the edge of your seat suspense/thriller...she hates those. Besides need to save the light comedies for us...that is if we continue the trend of the last couple weeks of actually watching a movie together...who knows how far this pull back might be.

Thanks for asking and thanks for keeping in touch on a night where it is kind of lonely for me.