Looking for Advice

[gutwrenching]

Thanks DDogs. It helps to hear when others understand. Just hearing Rocked's explanation of the anxiety actually got mine back under control. And as only people like us that have been thru this can understand, not replying is not simple--that was VERY VERY hard for me not to at least write a simple "k" back to W acknowleding her and that I got her message.

And no worries on the previous thread jacking...we're all in this together. I owe so many people so many thanks, no way I could ever get upset for someone doing everything they can to get some sound advice.

You know, I don't know if I'll want to get on a rollercoaster again, that word has such new meaning for me, I don't like them any more. I mean about 10 days ago I thought she was coming back and was falling asleep on my chest at night...10 days later, she acts as if I don't exist and don't matter one bit. Amazing pull back and not so fun ride.