Baby steps GUT. I remember doing almost the same. I truly understand what a giant step that was for you. Just have to stick with it. I felt great for an entire day when I took my first step. It does get Better just remember this will be a rollercoaster ride.

DD

H50
W44
M17 yrs
S15
D11
D10
Bomb 4/09
Trial separation/moved out 9/09
Moved back in 12/29/09