no not totally detached like back then at all. that was so blatant and obvious.
about the condom, son would get his own, and he would have had no way of knowing that we had them in the first place. what ever, I've decided to let that situation go. H always seems to be able to put me in my place in a disagreement and I do not have the energy for this one. it's just that it all happened at once, the condom, the cologne, the distance, the non-interest in sex with me.
I'll be curious to find out what I've done wrong this time, what he's gonna say to me. I have to admit I was confused and thrown off guard at feeling like an intruder in my own house earlier today. I was quiet after that, simply because I was dumbfounded. Not pissed, just confused and dumbfounded. Confused and dumbfounded at his seeming lack of interest in sex with ME but willingness to watch porno and take care of his needs himself if you know what I mean and I'm sure you all do. Yes, I literally caught him with his pants down. I didn't say anything because I didn't want to embarrass him. Lisa
