One day at a time....

[gutwrenching]

(((Rocked))) - don't feel guilty. Yes I would kill to be where you are right now, but you have been such an incredible friend to me that you DESERVE to have it better and its because you CARE that you want things to be even better than they are now. There is nothing wrong with that. You are in a funk because of fear that your might not get the fairy tale ending...you've already learned how to get past fear and you help some of the rest of us. So take what you've learned and press ahead.