nightshade, I do take rests and he's very patient on the hikes. I just feel like a failure in his eyes.
he used to be the telling type, used to tell me 20 times a day that he loved me.
i thought I was succeeding in becoming again the girl he fell in love with but in a text earlier he told me I wasn't happy either in the M, the very words he said at time of bomb 21 months ago. I can't BELIEVE we're back to that stage.
