here we go again

[Jstar]

I really don't know about what he wants me to help with, maybe i'm some what dumb in that area by not asking, then i'm like i seem to ask for help specifically what i need why is it that he does not do that, i mean i modeled it for him and everything.

nah i don't think your defending him your trying to give me his perspective. my response to him was you have your friends and family and you have never taken the help i have given to you.


when he breaks down he doesn't call me for help let alone to let me he broke down, just shows up 12 hours later and wonders why i'm so upset.

or doesn't understand how i can think he 's lieing about it and really cheating?
i'm sure he is trying to blame me, and i'm probably doing the same thing.

i just feel that he was told in november what to do by the counselor, he couldn't do it,. he asked so when we going, i just sent him a msg with me laughing. he asked why it was so funny, i said why should i go? why should i be setting up the appointment, i'm the one who always tries to put the r back together and work on. i was trying the suggest michelle made of the relationship caretaker not doing that, let the other person do it.

Oh i don't know anymore. I just know that he's gonna miss the birth, doesn't see his kid, thinks it's a revolving door. says he will never file will dodge service. but i have a plan for that as well.