Hi Lisa,

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He's also not in love with me, that's a hard pill to swallow but I have only myself to blame for that. At least
he doesn't tell me he loves me, his actions are quite different though.




What do you blame yourself for?

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I don't excite him. I'm old and I think he wants someone younger.




Age is a state of mind. Why do you think he wants someone younger? Has he said this?

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Oh how much easier this would be if he didn't have my heart.




That's why it's called dbing..if we didn't have hearts we'd all be having A's, and having A's and on and on.

Also, would you mind giving a brief recap of your sitch? I've only been here six months. I know I posted to you a few weeks ago, you had some great insights.
It seems like you're assuming lots and doing some mindreading, also.

Cathy