You're in the back of my head always G - I know - I guess I'm looking for that dead feeling - it's a safe one.

Give me some credit - I thought I did well last night letting him not get to me! It was so hard not to say, "you're a f*ng a**hole"...really it was.

I AM detaching - I've been mourning the loss of my marriage. I think I'm tired though - tired of sulking...he obviously isn't.

I'm dropping my expectations - they are in a deep black hole - I can't even see them!

ok?

M44 H41
M20 T23
3 older teens
Bomb Nov 09 "i'm not happy"
EA Nov 09 w/coworker
Another PA in Mar 10
I Filed Apr 10
D final Dec 10