Thank you for the strong comments luvless. I need them.
I was doing very well.. But since Sunday and confirmation of the affair, I went downhill. It made me just think how hopeless things seem.
I just don't want to do anything wrong. If it ends, it ends. But I don't want it to be because I had a chance and screwed it up.
I will be fine either way. I know that. I'm 28, good career, friends, family. But I love my wife and want to do what I can to reconcile.
I guess the other thing, is waiting for the results from the PI searches to come back per Puppies recommendations. It keeps me emotionally involved, keeps me from truly moving on.
