Thanks H4L will have to have a good think about this one!
He goes back on Tuesday through to Saturday for the last time then he is home for good. Thats when the really hard work starts, honestly one part of me thinks I should just give him my look, you know the one girls that says "you know you shouldnt be doing that" and see how long it takes him to feel guilty and stop doing it.. My tactic at the moment is to state my feelings about things then retreat and let him think that usually works, before I'd be like the proverbially terrier and keep shaking the body around long after it was dead lol!
I find it difficult because he used to love the ground I walked on and now I feel that he is just tolerating me, he very rarely says ILY although has lots of kisses, cuddles and affectionate touches, maybe its he depression and things will get better when he gets a job as well only time will tell, maybe Im trying to think and plan to much too soon who knows!
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