I can offer advice that is going to be hard for you to follow. This weekend.
Have a good time. Enjoy the moment, and do not let her see you sad. Show her what she is missing, not what she wants to escape.
Feb 6-14th You have no idea what is going on in her head. None. These are the monsters whispering in your ear. You want it all and you want it now...it doesn't work like that.
When you are with your boys? Enjoy them, do not dwell on what she may or may not be doing. You have no control of that, or her.
You worrying or wondering about that is about as useful as worrying if there IS something to the end of the Mayan Calendar or if they just ran out of rock on the wall.
Kill the monsters whispering in your head. Instead of wondering what she is doing, start wondering what you will be doing with your boys.
The irony here, is if she kept them you'd be upset that they would be around OM, she isn't and you're upset that she isn't going to be around.
In LBS land, you take what you can.
Experience is a brutal teacher, but you learn. My God, do you learn. - C.S. Lewis
Life is usually all about how you handle Plan B. - Jack3Beans
Listen without defending; Speak without offending - FaithinAK
