If it is not, then that leaves me with do I try to win her back or move on to see if there is a new better R out there.
Again, as someone else pointed out, you limit yourself to only two choices.
You can't WIN her back!!!! She has to WANT to come back.
You can't have a better R with someone else until you fix yourself!!!
And again, I'm Catholic, but the time and energy you've devoted to this "am I married or not" issue, boggles my mind. If you would only spend a fraction of that time to get yourself straightened out, you'd be so much better off.
Of course, all of this is just my opinion.
Everybody hurts. It's part of life. Don't miss the good stuff.
