Am I Ready for This?

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OP & snodderly-I take that as a comfirmation that I am doing the right thing. Thanks.

glam-

I too had to realize that my h was never coming home.

I don't know that I am quite ready to shut that door completely. I am just living my life. I do believe that my H will realize his mistake someday, who knows where I will be by then. Glad you are doing well. Have you filed? Are you dating?