extra day off next week, so 3 day weekend. Have registered d2 for a soccer class over next 6 weeks. she's doing well, once a month she is going to do ceramics at school, she's loving all the stuff she's getting exposed to. She GALS more then me....
Other d18 finally got her driver's license.
I'm getting worried with all my work stuff I have to hand over to a substitute teacher and have someone else probably give them the important state testing....conferences before I go. so just really busy.
thank you for asking.
just at a major loss with h. i told him that if he would have listened to what the counselor had told him in november we probably would ahve been on the road to a better marriage and he'd be part of his sons birth, etc. etc. he knows its true, but one msg he sent really sucked. he said he will help me when i help him.
oh okay, so paying your truck payment for 3 months, getting you a coaching job at my school was not helping. i have to give something to him in order to get something back, he's very conditional.
the whole time we were together i thought well maybe it's because both my parents died and grandfather and uncle, loosing the baby that what i needed him to be/do was just totally uncalled for. but the things i wanted him to do/be were just being a supportive husband not out with his friends drinking, running around for 12 hrs a day without checking in, all his money he gave his parents and messed up priorities.
granted way i handled things were not for the best and my anger got the best of me, but for a while i felt like it was all my fault and doing.
Me 39 H 30 d 18 previous marriage d 2.5 with H s 4.5months with H Seperation Nov09 july i'm dim to dark - set internal deadline
