BiBi, Thanks for the support. I know it has to get better because I couldn't feel any worse unless he died. I am sorry to hear about your cousin, I hope that the Chemo will be a success. I agree that life is to short, my adult daughter told me this morning that I am a beautiful wonderful person and I deserve to be happy. That made me feel good, she has been a great support.
I am amazed and find comfort in the strength of the people here.