Well I guess it is over..(man my wah moves fast). He called today and told me he was filing. I am fine with that as I realize I would have a hard time trusting him. I am going to get thru this pain and let go. I asked him to limit his contact to me and to text me if he needed to come here so I could leave. My dad wants to take me to Mexico and I told him that could be arranged. I can't imagine being depressed on a beach with a margarita in my hand. I am still very depressed but have been forcing myself to get up, take a shower, and get out of this house. Had lunch with a friend of 23 years who also was in my wedding. It is nice to spend time with people who care about me. She also is very pro-marriage and told me that things could be fine it just might take time.
