I sent the email this morning. Really no big deal.
Response back from him just now "thanks for passing that on. Here is info about a household bill that came to me"
So he would have written anyhow about paying this bill.
What does it feel like? What does it feel like for him, sitting in his rental apartment, new GF snuggled up, wearing sexy pj's, tapping out a business note to the woman he shared half his life with?
What is that like? is his heart completely dead to me, and just filled with life and joy for her? just tapping out the old matter of fact news, and then back to the new joyous love and sex filled life?
What does she think, knowing he has to contact me for household stuff? Does he hold her, and murmur sweet reassurances that it is all business, no worries, they are together forever?
What the hell happened to the man I loved? Do hearts change that quickly? And if so, why can't mine?
Me: 44 Him: 42 Together: 23 years; never married Bomb: August 1, 2009 Affair since May 2009 Walk away; no conversation; no process
