LolaL, Wow, that is it, you sumed all up in one word "Pride". IT is the beast, Do you think it gets harder as you get older? That is, is it harder to suck up your pride as you get older? I feel the opposite, I have done nothing but suck up my pride and admit what I have done wrong in the past with my W, my M, my children, etc. and it was easier than if I was 15 years younger.
Formerly "missherlove"
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Expose yourself to your deepest fear; after that, fear has no power, and the fear of freedom shrinks and vanishes. You are free.
