feel like giving up - talk to me!

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Ahhhhhh, new life!

Psssssssttttt.... (((((luv)))))

GAL.... find a way! There's the new life. I have been having a blast this last week. of course, I have been to every Wii gaming night that any and all friends have been having.

And ya know, a friend brings a friend etc.... I am meeting new people. Funny thing is, most know my sitch and the new people I don't know ask Q's because they have heard things from another friend.... its funny but I talk to them about things...

I have been doing a lot of reading.... self help books, books to try and understand my W (u know... woman), and I AM LEARNING... but here is the funny... there are a lot of woman that show up to these things.... they think I am the best thing since flat bread, and flat bread is pretty amazing when you think about it. Imagine a slice of ham slammed between 2 huge boulders of bread that need I mention would be as hard as a rock... I'm thinking Viking types... Thor and the huge mallet he carries, poor bastard beating the jeeebies out of a ball of bread because he can bite it.... sorry, off subject....

But... these people think I am great, and have been asked out a couple of times. Good for my ego. But even funnier is the fact that when I tell them I Love my W (even though she is doing what she is doing) it makes them weird and now I got them chasing me all over the dangedoplace.

So now, I am afraid to play the Wii game, sitting at home trying to hammer me out a ham sandmich.... lol

Not ready for the dating thing yet.... Just patiently waiting for W to figure things out... Don't tell Steve McQueen I am waiting....lol

Oh, found out W is back in counceling. Got a bill inm the mail today where she has been going... that's a good baby step...

Wish you luv,luv.

I hope you find a smile somewhere. If not, eat a boulder sandwich... that will change you thought pattern for a little bit! hee hee