Your life has no value to her whatsoever at this point, you have to see that, she is an alien, a shell, she looks similar to the person you were married to but she isn't that lady anymore and that's a good thing at this point, it should finally get your brain in gear and realize that this woman doesn't care how any of this affects you, hurts you and will use you as much as you let her and you're letting her do that quite a bit.
Dead pair! Good shooting, robx.
"Always go straight forward, and if you meet the devil, cut him in two and go between the pieces." - William Sturgis, clipper ship captain, 1830's.