Thanks CW, I am proud of myself! smile

Journaling:

I had some more bad dreams about OW last night. Apparently was making noises in my sleep. H told me this morning he tossed and turned all night feeling bad, knowing what I was dreaming about. So, he held me this morning and apologized again for what he said the other night. Said he does not want me to live in fear. He reassured me that he is not going anywhere, unless I "boot him out" because he needs me and plans to do everything he can to show me that for as many years as we have left on this earth. Just what I needed, and a good start to the day! smile