Thanks ST - I am listening carefully. It's hard because it goes against my nature to let his ill behavior just go without consequence but I know I have to do it - for me.

I had a terrible night - didn't sleep at all - I feel so tired of feeling tired.

He comes in tonight and I don't want to even look at his face. I will have to act as if I'm up for an academy award because that's how hard it will be to stay upbeat.

I continue to appreciate all comments and opinions.


M44 H41
M20 T23
3 older teens
Bomb Nov 09 "i'm not happy"
EA Nov 09 w/coworker
Another PA in Mar 10
I Filed Apr 10
D final Dec 10