I am feeling so desperate here. I can't sleep,or eat. My husband was truly the sweetest person and I never would have believed this if I hadn't seen it with my own eyes. I just want this pain to go away. The mornings are the worse I wake up and immediately start crying. My eyes are all swollen and I look like he11. I know this will go away eventually. I have so many questions but I know I will never get an honest answer, therefore I wont even bother asking them.
