CityGirl,

You are right on the money here.

I have the tools, right at my fingertips.

I sometimes use these tools, but not exactly the way they were specifically intended, and not for the length of time needed to complete the job.

I really am working hard at this. I am having more good days than bad, but those bad days still creep on in. It is obviously so much easier to not think about it when I am completely swamped with work and such.

My goal, is complete detachment, and to rid myself of this co-dependancy - and I WILL get there.

Thank you for posting this, I'm sure others will benefit from it as well.


"embrace the suck" - Coach
"don't go all "Melty Man" on us" - Puppy
Let Go and Let God
Finally "Got It" - 15 Jan 2010

SoldierDad