I didn't sleep much last night. It might be because I didn't get a chance to unwind after work since I didn't get home until late because of conferences, but I just have this feeling in my gut that something is up. I am not sure what, but something was keeping me up last night so I am praying whatever it is, I am able to overcome it. (Last time this happened, H came home...don't think this is the case, but H did have to tell the people whose house he is living in this week if he was going to start paying rent or move out...)
No expectations, but I like my life right now, and I don't want H to mess it up again until he is ready to change his life as well. Not saying that is what is going to happen, but something is definitely going on.
Me29 S3 H left 4/1/09 I file 8/2/10 Divorce final 5/17/11 1st http://www.tinyurl.com/25lhu52 2nd http://www.tinyurl.com/2c35ueg 3rd http://www.tinyurl.com/322yk89
