What to do, what to do?

[LuLu]

I wanted to also note that H asked me about the household finances last night. He says he wants to start paying our friend some money each month. Our friend has been letting H stay at his place for free, he works on the road and is never there. There's a part of me that can't help to think that he's getting his ducks in a row to file. That would be my own fault because I pushed it after I found out about him meeting with OW again. There's another part of me that says, okay, they had the talk and H is going to be staying there long term.

Lesson: Shut your mouth and don't act out of emotion.

I'm such an idiot sometimes. I'm vowing not to let my ego and pride get in the way again. I hope I didn't blow it.

I know I need to stop mind reading and making assumptions. I will stop. H is coming tomorrow to go over the finances and I am going to be sweet as pie. No sarcasm, no negativity coming from me only PMA baby. I can do it!