Thanks for checking in! My trip was really good. I spent a lot of time with my good friend who has helped me through this over the past few months and he gave me some good feedback about things. Watched "the hangover" which was really funny and had some good laughs all weekend. Laughing was a very welcome thing for me! I also filled my parents in on our M problems (except for the A part although they did ask). They were very supportive and we really kind of reconnected. I don't get to see them very often.
The only low point was that other than us texting each other that our flights had made it ok, the only time she texted me for the whole trip was to send pictures of how hopping our favorite bar was that we used to go to when we lived there. She sent these at about 1:00 AM. Maybe she just wanted me to see an old place of ours but couldn't help thinking that she wanted me to see that she was partying. I looked at her camera pictures today and she and her friend were dancing with some guy there. Oh well, tried to not let that bother me!
The odd thing is that I slept so much better without her in the bed with me. I realized that when she is with me and I wake up on the middle of the night, just seeing her starts my mind going and I can't get back to sleep. It was nice to get good sleep!
At any rate, I think it was good for us to be apart for a few days because things have been a little more relaxed since we both got back. I have my first solo MC appt. tomorrow with a MC that I found through a M friendly MC search service. Hopefully that goes well. I got really down today and don't know why, guess it is just exhaustion from the sitch. Anyway, I will update after my MC appt. tomorrow.
