I don't have any idea what is going thru my husbands head. I spent my day running errands and getting a facial and a pedicure. I spoke to wah once in regards to the tags for the car. Nothing personal was discussed and I ended the call first. Came home about 5pm and at 6pm WAH shows up. We just chat about the tags and I attempted to stay cheery(I did say attempted). At one point tears just started to run out of my eyes and he jumped all over that. He told me he didn't want me to be hurt. I explained that I would be alright, it is just all a little fresh.
He started telling me that he was hurt too, and it isn't that he didn't love me he just doesn't want to live like this anymore. I agreed and told him I understood, it hasn't been much fun this last year. I then explained that all marriages, including our parents who never divorced, are hard and go thru bad times the difference is they worked on their's and made their marriages work. He agreed. He stated he wants to make this work. I told him not to come back unless he was really willing to work on this as I don't want to go thru this again in 6 months. He stated he did want to work on it. I then came upstairs to find him packing more clothes to leave. I felt like we made a connection for a split second and off on the rollercoaster we go. He asked me to call him tomorrow and remind him to call the cable company and disconnect the fax line. He then left.
