Thank you all for your heartfelt help and words... really. it means a lot to me.
I am listening to what you are saying, and I will really try to do it.
Kerry-- I have been working on my golf a little. was supposed to go and play drums in a band tonight. I need to find a better way to detatch. I haven't found it yet.
I know I'm early on, but I feel like every day has been groundhog day for about 3 months now...