Mixed Signals or is this Limbo Land

[MHL]

I had a moment on the way home but it was not about my W. It was more of why is this all happening. But it passes quickly. I find strength when I get home and see the kids. I am lucky, I have the kids 24/7, I don't think my S9 has spent the night with my wife more than 9 or 10 times since I kicked her out on Aug. 25th and my D13 maybe 3 times as she was pissed at her Mom within one week of me kicking her out. It is hard at times but the more I read sitches the more and more I realize how lucky I am. It does highlite how messed up my W is, she does not miss them at all and my W is unphased by the fact that D13 hates her. My W makes no attempt to contact her, b/c D13 lets her "have it" everytime they talk. My W pretty much shuts everyone out that criticize's her actions including her D13.