Man, I can't believe how much I'm struggling with this today. I guess kind of jabbing the knife back into the wound. Or maybe having ripped away comfortable denial / comfort in familiarity.
Sigh. Still have some grieving to do I guess. Of course. Good opportunity to practice resilience.
Probably should go dark at this point. Not as a DB technique, rather to get myself moving on.
Crap.
Need to get through the settlement part now. Lawyers seem to move very slowly, and this is going to be messy.
