Mixed Signals or is this Limbo Land

[MHL]

I am back in one piece and I am not regreting anything I am going to relisten to the session tonight but it was mostly me talking and the more I reflect on things I realize that my wife was done with our M a long time ago and for her to repeatedly seek out men one after another is just evidence that there is no desire for me at all. I am at peace with that, I am going to focus on moving on with my life, I have enough things to focus on to more than fill my life. I think that is where I will find happiness is setting goals for myself and acheiving them. I know the doubts will come but I have made a decision and the more time I put between me and that decision the better I will be. I will put more tonight, I also posted on my thread in Newcomers, after tonight I will probably let that one go and add a link to my signature line.