Your mind reading CW, you dont know who he was on the phone to, it may not have been OW. Several times I made assumptions about what H was doing and I was wrong and if I had actioned on those mind reading moments I would have got it all wrong and made a huge mistake and matters much worse. Try and put those thoughts aside if you can. Next time I'd txt him with need to talk about S phone me when convienant and leave it at that! Mysterious and calm is the way to go. Also although Im sure DIL is telling the truth but it will still be from her POV and also you dont know if H is telling her stuff to get it back to you, take it with a pinch of salt hun.
I know its all very very hard keeping to the rules but they do eventually give you some perspective over things,help you maintain your calm and then give you the time to deal with things. As Rocked said what have you got planned for you, each day you must have some CW time it will help you cope better.
Tomorrow is another day hope you get a good nights sleep!
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Once lost but now found and happily married again!
