Don't know where to post this.

[loveherstill]

Ok, I think that I am ready to formulate a plan. I found out that W and OM have exchanged ILY's for the first time last night. Then they fought about that. I also found out that W thinks I am hot and a good provider but does not know for sure which of us me or OM she wants. She also said that she will be hurt for the first few times if I start to date but eventually she will get over it.

Now for the self 2X4: all of the above found through snooping.

I should not have done that, but now I know she is still physically attracted to me and she still cares about me. I need to build on that.

She was angry with me acting like the only victim in all of this but she wrote that five days before I sent the above email.

Now today she is sending me text jokes, calling me and inviting me over to make homemade pizza with the boys and her tonight, and asking for my help in going to the house and setting out ingredients to thaw.

It was while at the house I could not resist urge to look. I did not go over until she invited me however.