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[ClingingToHope]

Ejohn, I can't imagine being FB friends with my STBX. The less I know about what she's doing the better. Of course, there's no OM in the picture that I know of and even if there was I don't think W would bring him into the picture with the girls knowing how they feel about me.

Awest, yes the bitterness and anger. I talked about that a lot last night with my sister and aunt. My C said my W sounds like the kind of person who is always a step below happy and continually searching for that magic thing that will bring them up to normal functioning happiness all the time. Each time she finds it she's happy for a while and then after a while it wears off and she's searching again.

If that's true, then eventually the single life will wear off -- D10 says it already is, she said W is crying at home because of pressure from work and I'm no longer there to listen to her and let her let off steam.

When I heard that I smiled. And I felt bad about that. I really wonder how I'm going to feel and how I'm supposed to feel a year from now or two years from now if/when her life hasn't turned out how she dreamed it would be after the D.