Another Sad Deployed Soldier/Dad

[Another_Soldier]

WOW thanks for commenting all, PMA is going well went to the Combat Stress Counselor yesterday and just unloaded, felt like such a pu$$ and he told me that what i was feeling was normal given the situation i have been put in. Haven't had much contact with the W over the last few days and have been feeling a lot better. The Dr put me on some meds that should help the worry and anxiety but take about 2 weeks to reach full worth.

I still have my nervous and worry spells but i just do what i have been told, i also see when i don't contact her she persues me more. I'm not being an a$$ to her just politelly telling her that i am busy and would get back to her when i had more time.
I have been going to the gym still and it helps to take some of the edge off.

I have been reading robx's thread and can't believe how similar our stories are asside from the seperation. I have to be seperated right now and can't help it. Wife on depression meds and the wrong ones for a while and all even down to the post partum depression. I am taking a lot of good out of his story. I think it will help me tremendously.

I will make sure i keep you updated as i go and i am just letting go and letting GOD. Working on myself and getting any kind of life i can being where i am.

Still i am very on edge and nervous about going home here in about 17 days now and just gonna try to make the 2 weeks i am home the best 2 weeks i can. Gonna live them like i aint never gonna get them back.