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[awest1217]

Right now I have to be really careful that I don't start getting bitter and angry at H. I am not talking to him and it has been over a week since we have talked and almost a week since I have tried to intiate contact. I have to drive past his house everyday and seeing the house and him living there just boils my blood. I know OW is there and they talk all the time, although not snooping anymore :), but I still know it is happening.

H thinks it is ok to talk to OW when she wakes up, goes to bed, and many times in between because they are "just friends" and understands why it bothers me, but says it shouldn't because they're just friends. It really bothers me, but I am trying not to get bitter. Trying to stay focused on me so if by some miracly, he changes I can be ready. I can't get negative, if only he didn't live right there...and no there isn't another way I can go sadly, unless I take an extra 10 minutes in the morning and with a 2 year old I don't ahve that to spare.