I have to say that I agree with Mach. You need to try to start absorbing this stuff. Not just paying lip service.
I believe there is a difference between standing for your M and DBing. You can stand, that is what we all start out doing, but as you DB and learn and grow, you will rethink your stand many times over. Some choose to continue waiting, others don’t. But you will be in a better frame of mind to make that choice from.
Are you on the alt? People are looking for you there.
"Acceptance doesn't mean resignation. It means understanding that something is what it is and there's got to be a way through it."--Michael J. Fox
