One thing is to have people check in on me - I am suppose to post everyday - so I have been summing up what goes through my mind that day.
Today mostly feeling lost. I feel like a failure and have screwed up everything in my life to sum it up. I am not saying that I haven't done anything good or right along the way - and I am fortunate in many other ways - but I don't understand why I can set goals and reach them except with relationships/marriage.
